Well who knew in March 2020 that in January 2021 we would be in a 3rd lockdown.
I’ve just watched the Masked Singer and had a heated zoom call with my sister about who the sausage is, I know right this is what life has become. The Masked Singer is a bittersweet experience, on one hand I just adore it and on the other it has me all sad for live performance and theatres (my loves, if your paying attention). If you’re reading this do consider donating money to your local theatre or arts venue because my goodness do they need support right now, consider also all the online pay per view performances you can watch. Recommendations can be given if you would like, just ask here in the comments or on twitter.
So what’s new? Well I’m trying like many others to see a light at the end of this very, very long tunnel. It’s very hard as a sociable, total people loving person to see it. I’ve not, like most folk, seen my family or many friends for almost a year.
Today I felt really sad seeing the charity shops I love so much closed and I actually feel a little bit scared for the first time. I don’t think the antics of the American political system helped much. Just made the world feel even sadder really.
But you know the one good thing about lockdown again, the sex is fucking amazing and on tap. I said to my partner today I want to write more blog posts because it’s 2021 and women are still being repressed and told sex is bad, we should not be saying we like it ect. What a fight eh but I’m taking it on in 2021 with all the other incredible sex bloggers and erotic authors (again ask me in the comments and I can recommend) I’m taking on the repression that right now is serious as Instagram and Facebook ban the bloggers and authors and censor their joy and positive messages, whilst allowing the incels to thrive eeek, book recommendation coming up: Laura Bates ‘Men Who Hate Women’. If my blog helps one person feel empowered or explore or even just feel curious then I have done something worth while here. I want everyone to feel OK about themselves and their feelings, their passions and I want everyone to know it’s OK to feel that way, whatever way it is. Anyone who has read before will know I have been on quite a journey myself. But I am so lucky to have found a positive partner and I link back to my positive parents in terms of not limiting me as a teenager and my passions for theatre, specifically the Rocky Horror, and loving Madonna for my open mind and non-compliance with what society wants for us. To take it, have the babies, and be ashamed of ageing, well this girl will not have that, and nor should any one else.
Today I have embraced lockdown 3 with mind blowing sex, a new position, and well still in the zone really as I write this.
This morning began with some much needed cuddles, never ever forget the importance of cuddling especially in a warm bed with no hurry to get up. The same goes for kissing it must stay and be part of a loving relationship and remind you of the days you longed to French-kiss or ‘pash’ as my partner said yesterday, omg it brought back memories of parties and high school. I looked into his eyes and immediately fell in love all over again, this man just my soul mate. With one look we are in deep. I drop my head to his fully erect cock and take it in my mouth (the key here is to go slow it’s morning and no one needs to shake their head up, his words but oh so true) I love sucking his cock I could do it all day. It’s soft and hard all at the same time, his pre cum is leaking into my mouth and I want more of it more more. I edge his cock to the back of my throat and hold it there until I feel my gag reflex start to kick mmmmm. Slowly I slide back to the tip circling the head with my tongue and I glance up at him, I want him so much already. I go back to a gentle sucking/sliding motion and knowing I will get him inside me and when I do I will have an almost instant orgasm because we have got this down to a fine fine art and it’s delicious and I want to do it all the time, all day every day. He’s pulled my head up and kissed me deeply before dropping his own head to my throbbing clit, he knows how to tease me and how to extract an orgasm very quickly, I wonder what it will be now, It’s a fast ride to orgasm, I pull him up towards me and he slides right inside and I orgasm again intense and throbbing. God if this is what a lockdown gets me, hours and hours with no rush to be anywhere with my man. Then I should not be sad. I should be shouting from the rooftops. So here I am yelling it. If you are solo then explore yourself, if you are partnered my god please take this time to love each other.
Later today we tried out a new position, it’s a sideways one and my leg goes over his and one leg between a bit like a cross. Always willing to give things a go a lot of the positions you see particularly in porn are simply for the camera and are not at all pleasurable we have tried many and not got along with them, it’s always fun to try new things. We are very quick to decide if it’s for us or not, I guess because we both know really well what we like. Today this sideways position was a great fit first time and the second time (yes we had a lot of sex today) I was able to incorporate my womanizer toy and well lets just say this is going to be an epic position and we will be using it a lot, I came so hard I threw his cock out of me and well I can still feel the orgasm now 3 hours on or more. Needless to say he put his cock back inside me and we rode on until he exploded inside me. Oh this lockdown cant be so bad can it… here’s to tomorrow when we can do it all again. Oh and the snow can stay because it’s even more reason to fuck.