Deep throat stuff

Reminder if you know me, and folk do read this who know me that’s fine but please respect my decision to blog and your decision to read/not read this.
Ok so here’s the thing, I really want to be able to take his cock right to the back of my throat and hold it there. I’d like to take it there fast and slow. But my gag reflex will just not allow it. I’ve tried many tips from lying down with my head tipped back head hanging off the edge of the bed so your throat is opened up. Just like when you learn CPR on a first aid dummy. Getting the air in requires the head tipped back, as would taking a cock right to the back, your airway needs opening wide. However I think this position and my high expectations of making it possible was the biggest let down. It was so awkward and weird. The angle looking up on my back whilst laying down and him trying to get the right height hilarious really. I like to give head on my knees to be honest. Or in a 69 position laying on top.

I have practised on the stick on dildo I bought, I hate the plastic in my mouth. Maybe there’s a better toy for practice?

Weirdly occasionally I can take his cock fully erect right to the back of my throat and totally breathe and it’s fine. It doesn’t last ages but I can do it a few times over. Before resuming slightly shallower sucking.

The problem totally occurs the minute I am not in control of this action. So he’s got my head and is taking charge. That’s when I can’t do it. I seem to loose the ability to breathe and can’t even take it as far as normal. Weird right…so who has some tips because I’m gonna master this it’s not like I don’t not get any practice. We practice a lot.

Also there’s no pressure on this from anyone. I just want to be able to do this thing. Like I want to squirt on demand and count myself down to orgasm no touch. Oh the challenges.

Sex sells,Nut milk and old guys on the Apprentice

This is a bit of a rant but I need to air it.

The world wants women to be sexy porn stars who orgasm on demand. Yet women are told by the world don’t say you like sex, don’t touch yourself. Stop that whore if you express the slightest interest in sex or attempt to be the vision that men are being sold. Confusing right? I have problem with all this. Even more what about just a thought here. Maybe we want to be our sexual selves not the vision men are being sold or the one of cross your legs love. Just the real women as our selves this includes embracing our sexual side obviously.

Off at a bit of a tangent here so do stay with me.

Take the apprentice Wednesday evening interview week. Baffled about who is left the final 2 #girlpower right but an odd 2 business plans I’d say at this point. One of the candidates Camilla has a nut milk product. I can’t help thinking that really so much is to make controversial TV. Still the attitudes clearly and repeatedly expressed by 2 older white men lord sugar and Claude about Camilla’s product and particularly her advertising is shocking to me . They told her many times she had crossed the line here sex visuals etc…a woman’s mouth with the milk dripping in from above. Seriously did they miss the irony?

Women’s bodies been used by advertising companies to sell anything and everything for a very long time. Now is this ok if men are consuming, and creating that advertising? But hey take a blonde British woman, who knows her own mind and that of the modern woman, the one who is living as her true sexual self. See her marketing nut milk with lips on her packaging and she’s crossed a line? Rage.

In my opinion she’s bang on target. Who is the most recent group consuming porn? Oh it’s women , because guess what in 2018 we are taking it back. And yes we can and will do so. So old white guys in suits who say they know about this stuff marketing and he like, think times are changing, the markets are changing. Thanks to more conversation the horror of #metoo is building an empowered generation and we will play with the advertising format and we will sell products. I’d pick that milk straight up. Knowingly smirking at the packet. Chuckling at the irony of the image. Loving that a strong empowered woman made it and knew her target market. There are lots of us out here. Who get it.

On that note and rant I need to go to bed..dreams of nut milk brushing my wet lips.
Oh and if it’s the word nut the men object to grow up..I even saw some ridiculous twitter about nuts not being boobs. I’m scared for the men who are so behind the times that these comments are necessary. When will we get equality that’s all round balanced.
More of this please Camilla. Let’s hope she wins. Let’s hope she doesn’t have to tine down her message. It’s real , it’s funny. Brilliant in fact.

Real men embrace this change want it and will chuckle along at such irony. Thank god for those guys. They do exist I know one, he’s my soul mate , lover and all round great guy.

Double fuck one cock

So here’s the thing I’ve blogged about morning fucks before. Functional fast ish fucking that gets the job done and leaves us both skipping to work.


This morning omg. Well that’s how the fucking began regular . Hands to cock and clit warm up fast and furious. Cock inside me before too much thought happened glorious entry almost convulsing before any thrusting begins. Slow fucking coming like a crazy person. Top tip make a v with your fingers and put them facing his cock on your clit area allowing them to bounce around in time with the thrusting. In a missionary position. My orgasm triggered his and soon we lay gasping together. I love to grab his buttocks and squease him tight to me. We lay a little while like this. Cock still throbbing inside me. Then no way he rises up and starts to thrust again. I’m so wet with his come and my arousal that it feels even more devine. I look at him as if to say no way..he say I’m not sure but continues to thrust. Encouraging him on. I utter some works of help such as pound me like you mean it. This tips him into full on hard fucking . I’m squealing as quiet as I can and try to squease my pelvic floor around his cock willing him to come again and he does in an explosion of grunts and gasps. I can’t believe it, I say that was a first. His cock didn’t leave me internally. God I’m still thinking about it now. In fact I’ve been distracted all damn day.

Blowjobs , hand jobs, wanking and how much I love all of this as a Sex positive feminist.

Before we begin please can I remind work folk who can’t look me in the eye etc that if you know me great if you want to read my blog great. But remember it’s not been forced on you. I didn’t actually write it for you…or maybe I did depending on many many things..

Overhead a while ago two women discussing how blowjobs were dirty etc.. I was astounded but knew better than to ask anymore they made it pretty clear already what they thought.

I love giving blowjobs I love the look on his face as I take tip of his cock in my mouth, swirling my tongue over the head, hearing him gasp. I love edging him taking all of his hard beautiful cock to the back of my throat fast and hard then slowing it right down. Licking and alternating strokes and sucks with gentle blowing. Looking up at his face. Knowing his sweet agony, having total control over his pleasure vat that moment. Only I know if I’m going to make him come or keep up the slow stop start then fast pace. It all depends on my mood and his. We are pretty intuitive. I love it even more when a look at his face results in him pushing my head firmly down and him practically begging me for it. In fact I love this the most. His want is my want it feeds my need.

I love how he tastes, how his cock gets harder and more throbbing feeling the pulsing just from my mouth working it’s magic.

Equally I love just wanking him off . Simple strokes up and down . Looking at his face seeing the want. Trying to emulate his wanking technique (you never will) but the fun is in trying to get it to that. So this requires observation watching him, the thought of it already has me wet. I can almost come just watching him wank. I love again the look on his face, his need, his cock growing harder by the second, the small gasps, the more urgency that seems to build the faster hand stokes , precision practiced . Observe but get wet and horny too. You know what he’s thinking about and you want to be able to recreate that wank efficiency.

Sometimes he will see how much want my eyes are giving and literally put me in a position of his choosing and fuck me with an urgency that’s raw and so dam hot. Or he will come hard from his wank and I will gasp along as he does almost tipping myself into climax just from seeing his pleasure. Occasionally I’ll finish his handy work with my mouth. It can be tricky to match the pace he had but I like a challenge. I love to feel him come in my mouth after such a scenario. Love licking my lips and swallowing. I’ll Slowly slide my body level with his after kissing his lips and basking in the joy of this pleasure. The pleasure I want everyone to be able to experience.

I’m a feminist I’m sex positive and I love giving. I love receiving but sex is a two way act. It requires communication and that’s what can make it great. If you can’t talk sex with your partner. Who can you talk about it with? Do reach out to the sex positive blogging community for inspiration. There is so much advice and positivity out there.

I hate how in 2018 women are saying this is a dirty act that somehow the social norms that women ate fed mean we must not like sex actually feed this. What can be done? I hope blogging about this stuff as so many amazing folk do is a step to addressing the issues here. I hope also the new Sex Education to be delivered in schools will offer the next generation a better more healthy rounded view of sex and pleasure.

Sunday funday

God how I love Sundays. A day of true bliss. Loosing myself to the chill time and enjoying so much fun with my man.

It would be three or four fucks in and the kink took hold. Face down paddled hard on my buttocks . Breathing it in quiet and calming, Flogger next lashing my back and bum. Glorious sensation, pain and release. Then came the doxy (new one ) it buzzes rather than rumbles. Placed expertly between my legs. Just touching the place it needs to. Left to build eddging me expertly then stopping on the brink of climax. Because he knows me so well he stopped just as about to tip. My brain engaging breifly with the stop I want to grown but take deep breaths and stay still. Breathing trying to bring myself off the edge. Knowing it would be brought back soon and that taking it back a few steps brings an even better climax.

I don’t have much time to come back to my head which is just as well because I want to not think just feel.

More paddle hits come quickly taking me back to sub space, then hard hitting hand spanks omg in heaven my mind is off. The is Doxy placed back between my legs firmly this time pushed harder against my clit. The spanks are still fulfilling my want. The Doxy is buzzing. I can’t help but explode. My orgasm is wild and hard and glorious the sensation from the spanking throughout I loved the impact being kept up and the mixture of pleasure and pain. I am off to sleep now this will be in my dreams.

Until next time. Be good to each other.

Happy consent and stronger

So it’s a been a weird few weeks.

I blog because I genuinely want folk to be their-selves be in their own sexuality and embrace it, explore it. I was not given good #SexEd at school they still don’t in the UK. It’s baffling because the pleasure in knowing your own body is defining and so empowering. Love yourself. Find out what you like. It’s then so much easier to share this with a significant other. Become #Sexpositive. I’d love to think I can change someone’s outlook help them be able to see this is ok. Repressive attitudes to sex in 2018 are not acceptable. Love the like minded folk I’ve met on Facebook and Twitter thank you all. If you want folk to follow who are sex positive and blog amazing stuff just ask I have many recommendations. Inspired.

Clarification first when I blog it’s with the full consent of anyone referred to as he.

Second please if you know me read away that’s fine it’s an open blog. But don’t share with folk who would not read. If folk want to find this and read it they can it’s here is open etc etc…ta a few clicks. In those clicks the person clicking decides to read on….

Third my relationship with my he (him) has strengthened so much this last two weeks. When it could have gone quite pear shaped. But hey he is the best and he gets me and it and well pretty much we have each others backs .

Last equals my happy his happy. Awesome sex, discoving new things all the time.